The woes of today

So today I found out the boy I like was left alone from his friends "to work his magic" on Saturday night. A few days ago I told myself I would just forget about him, but this just hurt. It's like stabbing my heart and then wringing it out to dry. I wouldn't say that I loved him, but using the heart is a good metaphor. What's makes this process worse is that he kind of led me on. He is such a sweetheart and a gentleman that anyone could have been fooled by his acts towards me. One time he hugged me for a long time and didn't let go. Now to me it shows that he was interested, but noooo, apparently he's not. Since this has happened I have officially declared that the rest of today will be my moping day. I will go home and watch f-r-i-e-n-d-s while eating delicious ice cream. Mmmmmm. *licking my lips* I will get over this because as my friend told me today, "Your dream boat is looking for you! There totally is some hunk out there! I bet he dances better than --- too!" Which I hope that time is soon.